This is me…….

Sometimes I know what will goin’ on in the future, but I even can’t trust myself  indeed…deep in my heart…try to deny it..but nothing I can do to stop it… stupid or stubborn…or “double stu”..?

Di sebuah forum konflik tentang equality co-ce sepertinya blm pernah habis…hampir berbulan-bulan mengamati dan sedikit meramaikan, he3…sepertinya diskusinya cuma bolak-balik ke masalah motif…..yah, tidak disalahkan karena yang berdiskusi adalah berbagai latar belakang budaya dan pemikiran..cuma patut disayangkan sepertinya tidak ada keselarasan pengertian dan definisi akan beberapa istilah-istilah dasar seperti equal, gender, sex, kodrat, superior, subordinasi, dll…ha3, disarankan membuka kamus sebelum memulai diskusi Kadangkala gerakan-gerakan “penyadaran” akan equality ini melewati hambatan karena kebanyakan orang merasa jengah akan istilah “kesetaraan/equality” karena apa, karena tidak tau persis artinya :(…dipikir penyadaran equality  itu adalah gerakan untuk mendobrak tatanan budaya patriarki yang katanya langgeng dan harmonis itu dan mau digantikan dengan budaya matriarki yang (katanya) tidak sesuai dengan kodrat, ajaran agama, norma sosial, dll…

Pertanyaannya, kenapa perempuan sebagai manusia tidak pernah dianggap sebagai manusia seutuhnya? kalo perempuan sudah dianggap sebagai manusia seutuhnya, maka tidak butuh perdebatan atau segala macam argumen panjang dan lebar, karena kesetaraan pasti otomatis akan terjadi…..

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don’t deal in lies,
Or, being hated, don’t give way to hating,
And yet don’t look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with triumph and disaster
And treat those two imposters just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you’ve spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to broken,
And stoop and build ‘em up with wornout tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: “Hold on”;

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings - nor lose the common touch;
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds’ worth of distance run -
Yours is the Earth and everything that’s in it,
And - which is more - you’ll be a Man my son!

—

salah Satu Puisi kesukaanku…love at the first read with this poetry…:)

Buat yang pada malas migrasi ato upgrade komp-nya ke vista…ada cara bagus biar tampilan komputer XP bisa menyerupai vista….

Caranya cukup gampang kok, cuma ribetnya harus download sana-sini..caranya, buka www.tech-recipes.com….trus ikutin deh perintahnya disitu…mulai download softwere buat nge-patched up your uxtheme.dll file…ampe harus bikin transparency dan sebagainya…..trus kalo cuma mau icon-icon windows vista, coba aja download ke vistaicons…

Kabar baik buat neh buat CCM emo lovers….tanggal 6 Maret 2007 ini bakalan segera rilis album baru Relient K….dan horee….gw udah dapat complete track dari album yang dikasih judul Five Score and Seven Years Ago. Ada 14 lagu…menurut gw seh album ini keren banget….emang seh udah agak emo-pop tapi tetap aja keren, menurut gw musiknya rapi dan kreatif….hmm…dengerin aja deh. Track ke 14. Death Bed layak dengar neh, cos duet dengan vocalis switchfoot ,Mr.Jon Foreman .

Track List :

1. Plead the Fifth
2. Come Right Out and Say It
3. I Need You
4. The Best Thing
5. Forgiven
6. Must Have Done Something Right"   
7. Give
8. Devastation and Reform
9. I’m Taking You with Me
10. Faking My Own Suicide
11. Crayons Can Melt on Us for All I Care
12. Bite My Tongue
13. Up and Up
14. Deathbed

ALBUM BARU BAND/VOCAL CCM yang rilis sejak JANUARI-FEBRUARI 2007…check it out…

Updates:

Sebagai pencinta musik  dan pencinta musik gratisan, he3….ada info neh buat mp3 downloader….ada 2 buah situs Rusia yang menurut gw cukup lengkap dan gampang download-nya…maklum neh, tanpa bermaksud me"legal’kan pembajakan mp3, tapi gimana dong kalo beli yang asli ga dijual di Indonesia? bisa jenggotan kalo nunggu CD or kasetnya diedarkan di Indonesia….Rusia juga termasuk salah satu negara di dunia dengan tinggkat pembajakan yang tinggi…jadi ga beda jauh ama Indo…(tapi ga bangga lo…)

3 situs itu yaitu :

www.myzuki.net , www.myzuka.ru dan www.mp3real.ru

Tapi karena menu-nya dalam bahasa dan tulisan Rusia…jadi harus eksperimen sendiri deh…kalo nge-klik ini keluar apa gitu…he3…Koleksi lagu2nya lumayan lengkap dan link-nya ga mati. Downloadnya juga ga lama (tergantung jaringan juga) dan hasilnya bagus…

Selamat Nyoba !

Lagi iseng neh…nampilin arti nama gw….artinya…ya gitu deh…walau sedikit ngaco tapi lucu juga…kalo ada yang aneh, don’t take it serious…namanya juga iseng…lengkap dengan "sejarah" ngaco nama gw dan orang-orang terkenal "ngaco" namanya disama-samain ama gw…

Literal meaning

"Uncannily reminiscent of Margaret Lockwood."

History

Dreamt by JM Barrie after being told confidentially by GB Shaw that Wendy was "a bit poofy" as the baleful influence of Halley’s Comet was felt sharply among those distracted from their dangerous work to stare at the sky, the name Tia was originally used spitefully to refer to a breed of goose, before undergoing surgery by Government linguists.–> asli ngacoooo……masa nama gw aslinya adalah sebutan buta bibit angsa, emang bener? 

Famous Tias

1. Tia de l’Orbiting ("The Celebrated Juggler"), for a time, in their own mind, romantically linked with the deckchair-cum-hat;
2. Tia Tinkermouse, who could never shake an early association with a musical quiz show based on the Nanjing Massacre; ghost-writer of Oscar Wilde’s neighbour, Tom’s agonisingly graphic autobiography, WONDERFUL TIMES, SELECTIVELY REMEMBERED;
3. Brigadier-General Tia Mapduster, exposed in the press as having swapped a child for the self-propelled gardener;
4. Tia Millington, once saved by the Bakelite Diet; first holder of the tiresomely abstract office of Her Majesty’s Punchbag;
5. Tia Proms, who discovered the world’s sturdiest box; –> huahahaha…:P…ehrrr…aneh
6. Doctor Tia Thews-Dindymene, indifferent to the Formidable Coat;
7. Lady The Miss Tia Grating, named in court as holding compromising material concerning several of the more violent gypsy curses; —> buka kamus deh apa artinya…definisi yang aneh…
8. Tia Nivea ("The Suspicious"), of the generation which fondly remembers Explode-O, the wonder bang dismantler; ghost-writer of Lionel Stander’s religious handbook and autobiography, FEAR MY MOP;
9. Tia d’Oaf-Jesus, MD, who lost a fortune on edible bark; ghost-writer of Richard Stilgoe’s disgraceful autobiography, SOMEBODY PUNCH MY FACE - I MUST BE DREAMING; first holder of the office of King’s Bath Taster;
10. Tia Q Nightdodge, haunted by an image of the concept of acceptable losses; first holder of the office of Chancellor of the Eggs Checker.

Typical Tia motto

"The dog that wags its tail may have good reason; but the grass that is mown cannot articulate its despondency."

Ini neh satu lagi, tapi yang ini agak serius seh…

• Although the name Tia creates the urge to be creative and original, we point out that is causes frustration through a scattered and emotional nature. —> eitsss…kadang2 benar neh….
   
• This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the liver, bloodstream, and in tension or accidents to the head. —> waduhh….

• Your first name of Tia has made you a friendly, approachable, and generous person.—> …..masa seh….:P
   
• Generally you are good-natured, though at times you can be blunt and sarcastic.—> bener…
   
• As you are naturally talkative, you find it easy to meet and make friends with many people.–> bener…
   
• This name inclines you to be sympathetic and generous to those in difficult or unfortunate circumstances.–> bener lagi…
   
• You can be firm, positive, and independent in your own ideas and in reaching your own decisions, yet when it comes to taking action or following things through to completion, you often need encouragement. —> …bener lagi….
   
• You respond quickly to kind words or any appreciation shown you. –> hmmm…bener ga ya….
   
• There are artistic, creative abilities in this name that you could express through music or singing, or, in a practical way, through sewing or interior decorating….50% bener….

ada yang bener…

Bla….bla…bla..ga tau juga sekarang kok mood cepat banget naek turun..kadang kadang mau ngomong tanpa habis2, tanpa jeda, bla…bla…bla…kadang2 juga, mau ngomong satu kalimat aja, malasssss banget deh….kalo diturutin kayak gini, orang2 di sekitarku jadi pada bingung…ada apa????, gw mengakui kadang2 kelakuan masih kayak anak kecil, kadang2 agak norak juga, he3, but kalo dipikir-pikir, it’s the way I have FUN…kadang2 malas juga serius2 an, maunya becanda aja, tapi orang kan beda2, ada yang nganggap candaan gw serius ampe marah 7 turunan….ada yang juga malah ngomong, "kamu kenapa sih, Ya…?"…ga ada apa2, gw cuma mau KETAWA..mungkin caranya agak sedikit sadis…:P….trus ngomong..ngomong…bla…bla..bla..kadang2 tingkah gw emang ga pake mikir dulu…alias sangat2 sangat spontan…kadang malah mikir akibatnya dan gunanya belakangan, "ngapain juga ya tadi kayak gitu tadi…ga penting bangettt…", tapi itulah gw…sering memutuskan terlalu cepat…berbeda dengan orang lain yang mempertimbangan sesuatu pake mikir 1000x, kadang2 kalo aku malah ga mikir kali, he3, kalo ngomong ya nyeplos aja….mau melakukan sesuatu, ya lakukan saja (dalam arti positif maksudnya…)….tapi kadang2 cukup bangga bisa jadi orang yang spontan….ga terlalu jaim juga, walau pernah juga kespontanan gw ibarat pagar makan tanaman (pagar jelmaan alien..?)…kecuali di depan orang yang emang ga kenal sama sekali atau dah bikin ilfil…..btw…tulisan ini juga hasil kespontanan gw neh…bla….bla….bla….gw akan segera kuliah lagi..

KULIAH..here I Come……………..